Death

                 Death. Is it the end or is it a beginning of something new? death comes to us all but nobody knows when will it happen. as the Bible clearly say, life is but a vapour that here one time then vanisheth away. And death will also make a person realize a persons worth. I kept thinking about that. People tend to ignore things that a person do. Specially the good ones. Maybe that we forget about the good things probably because hey we always do it but everything that made us feel bad, we cannot forget.

                  Another is Why is it that when a person die, that is the time that we remember all of the things that we take for granted. those little things that a person do or say, when that person die, that's the time that we regret not having remembered them. Regrets really do come late when everything is over.

                     Are we ready to die? Am I ready to die? But when I die, will people remember how I lived? will the persons close to me remember all of the things that I did? Sometimes I think when I die, they will say the same thing a person say when someone die. I wish I said I Love you more, I wish I never ignored those little things that you did or say, I wish .. I wish... I wish...

                   When I die, I do not want to be put in a coffin. I want my body burned and my ashes scattered to the wind. I do not want them to see me dead in a box. I want them to remember how I live. I want them to think that I just went on a long vacation and will come back one day. I do not want to be a burden to my family.


                   BUT NOT YET.......

Farewell Jon..

A very good friend of ours died just this past Christmas. He was a very very good friend. always ready with a joke, a piece of candy and lots of advice. He is one that is a friend of almost everybody at work. a very jolly person but can be grumpy sometimes. He is the sort of guy that loves practical jokes but when its his turn to be the victim, all hell breaks loose he hehe. We miss him so much. Everybody loves him so much that in the whole history of the company where we are working, his body was allowed to stay for viewing for a couple of hours. Everybody that knows him were there and we kept on saying good things about him even his bad side was shared. a few friends came up to talk about how amazing he is. I was not accustomed to viewing a friends remain but while I was talking to his wife and daughter, I kept on glancing at his coffin and finally went there to see him one last time. then the tears came gushing down my eyes. I started crying and crying. He was such a good friend. Yes we've had some misunderstanding but he is a kind of person that do not want the day not to make up.

We will miss you Jon....

DFPEA FOREVER

Well, had a very tiring day, Been through a lot of stress for months now, finally the Certification election was finally done. You see, we've had this problem with a rival employees organization at work. they have been claiming that they will serve our co employees better than us. But to make it short a sort of election was set to let the employees choose who they want to represent them. the election was done but the ballots need to be counted first. So far we think that we will win but by only a small margin. this will give me a sleepless night  no matter how I compute the votes, there is still a possibility that they can win, poor employees. choosing a group that has only money in their minds. they have used dirty tactics and character assassination all throughout. they have lied and claimed for themselves all of the things that we have fought for. Still cannot sleep. Still worrying whether we will be victorious or be the vanquished. But no matter what happens, DFPEA will still be there for the employees.

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Why did I choose it as my title? Well let's see ...
Was it because I have so many questions that has been going on in my mind?
Was it I love to ask questions?
What the hell am I doing making this blog?
But what really is blogging?

The reason why I chose the question mark as the title of my blog because...(drum roll please)
NOTHING. I just can't think about any other title. Sure those blogs with fancy titles will get the most readership but what the hell, I am not even sure if my mother will read this. Well got to go for it is already three in the morning and I'm still not done editing them pictures that I took yesterday evening. To think that I have presets done already!!!

Next time...
Until the next time...